{"id":1269,"date":"2013-02-03T14:50:36","date_gmt":"2013-02-03T19:50:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dramateam.org\/beta\/?p=1269"},"modified":"2013-02-03T14:50:36","modified_gmt":"2013-02-03T19:50:36","slug":"deathbed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dramateam.org\/beta\/2013\/02\/03\/deathbed\/","title":{"rendered":"Deathbed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Relient K<\/p>\n<p>(0:33) I can smell the death on the sheets<br \/>\nCovering me<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t believe this is the end<\/p>\n<p>(0:54)But this is my deathbed<br \/>\nI lie here alone<br \/>\nIf I close my eyes tonight<br \/>\nI know I&#8217;ll be home<\/p>\n<p>(1:18) The year was nineteen forty one<br \/>\nI was eight years old and<br \/>\nFar far too young<br \/>\nTo know that the stories<br \/>\nOf battles and glory<br \/>\nWas a tale a kind mother<br \/>\nMade up for her son<br \/>\nYou see<br \/>\nDad was a traveling preacher<br \/>\nTeaching the words of the Teacher<br \/>\nBut mother had sworn<br \/>\nWent off to the war<br \/>\nAnd died there with honor<br \/>\nSomewhere on a beach there<br \/>\nBut he left once to never return<br \/>\nWhich taught me that I should unlearn<br \/>\nWhatever I thought a father should be<br \/>\nI abandoned that thought<br \/>\nLike he abandoned me<\/p>\n<p>(2:08) By forty seven I was fourteen<br \/>\nI&#8217;d acquired a taste for liquor and nicotine<br \/>\nI smoked until I threw up<br \/>\nYet I still lit &#8217;em up for thirty more years<br \/>\nLike a machine<\/p>\n<p>(2:26) So right there you have it<br \/>\nThat one filthy habit<br \/>\nIs what got me where I am today<\/p>\n<p>(2:39) I can smell the death on the sheets<br \/>\nCovering me<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t believe this is the end<br \/>\nI can hear those sad memories<br \/>\nStill haunting me<br \/>\nSo many things<br \/>\nI&#8217;d do again<\/p>\n<p>(3:13) But this is my deathbed<br \/>\nI lie here alone<br \/>\nIf I close my eyes tonight<br \/>\nI know I&#8217;ll be home<\/p>\n<p>(3:30) I got married on my twenty first<br \/>\nEight months before my wife would give birth<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s easier to be sure you love someone<br \/>\nWhen her father inquires with the barrel of a gun<br \/>\nThe union was far from harmonious<br \/>\nNo two people could have been more alone than us<br \/>\nThe years would go by and she&#8217;d love someone else<br \/>\nAnd I realized I hadn&#8217;t been loved yet myself<\/p>\n<p>(4:03) From there it&#8217;s your typical spiel<br \/>\nYeah if life was a highway<br \/>\nI was drunk at the wheel<br \/>\nI was helping the loose ends<br \/>\nAll fall apart<br \/>\nYeah I swear I was destined to fail<br \/>\nAnd fail from the start<\/p>\n<p>(4:22) I bowled about six times a week<br \/>\nThe bottle of Beam kept the memories from me<br \/>\nOur marriage had taken a seven-ten split<br \/>\nAlong with my pride the ex-wife took the kids<\/p>\n<p>(4:39) I can smell the death on the sheets<br \/>\nCovering me<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t believe this is the end<br \/>\nI can hear those sad memories<br \/>\nStill haunting me<br \/>\nSo many things<br \/>\nI&#8217;d do again<\/p>\n<p>(5:13) But this is my deathbed<br \/>\nI lie here alone<br \/>\nIf I close my eyes tonight<br \/>\nI know I&#8217;ll be home<\/p>\n<p>(5:30) I was so scared of Jesus<br \/>\nBut He sought me out<br \/>\nLike the cancer in my lungs<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s killing me now<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;ve given up hope<br \/>\nOn the days I have left<br \/>\nBut I cling to the hope<br \/>\nOf my life in the next<br \/>\nThen Jesus showed up<br \/>\nSaid &#8220;Before we go&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;I thought that we might reminisce&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;See one night in your life&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;When you turned out the light&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>(6:05) You cried wolf<br \/>\nThe tears they soaked your fur<br \/>\nThe blood dripped from your fangs<br \/>\nYou said, &#8220;What have I done?&#8221;<br \/>\nYou loved that lamb<br \/>\nWith every sinful bone<br \/>\nAnd there you wept alone<br \/>\nYour heart was so contrite<\/p>\n<p>(6:34) You said, &#8220;Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes<br \/>\nSanctify this withered heart of mine<br \/>\nStay with me until my life is through<br \/>\nAnd on that day please take me home with you&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>(7:05) I can smell the death on the sheets<br \/>\nCovering me<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t believe this is the end<br \/>\nI can hear You whisper to me,<br \/>\n&#8220;It&#8217;s time to leave<br \/>\nYou&#8217;ll never be lonely again&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>(7:43) But this was my deathbed<br \/>\nI died there alone<br \/>\nWhen I closed my eyes tonight<br \/>\nYou carried me home<\/p>\n<p>(~8:05 long musical segment)<\/p>\n<p>(10:01) I am the Way<br \/>\nFollow Me<br \/>\nAnd take My hand<br \/>\nAnd I am the Truth<br \/>\nEmbrace Me and you&#8217;ll understand<br \/>\nAnd I am the Life<br \/>\nAnd for Me you&#8217;ll live again<br \/>\nFor I am Love<br \/>\nI am Love<br \/>\nI, I am Love<\/p>\n<p>(11:00) -end of song-<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Relient K (0:33) I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can&#8217;t believe this is the end (0:54)But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I&#8217;ll be home (1:18) The year was nineteen forty one I was eight years old and Far 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